I was standing on the balkony. The wind was mad but i didn't feel any cold. No letters, no calls, nj messages. truely i dony'have any friends. And than i realized that for the rest 5 years i`ve been living surrounded by the permafrost. But still i was alive. Do i need friends. Can i permit myself having them? No... Cuz the only thing for me that woryh something is pain.