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Песня: Whole

So maybe I am bound by fate
A problematic scarring, induced by hate
It never seems, to all pan out
Is that what all this teaching, is needed to scout

You seemed to have, a bad effect
Your rules and contradictions, I would neglect
Though not my fault, you made me feel
Like my own education wasn't truly real

Then came right in, tearing up my soul
How could all this loss, be your only goal
I'm left standing here, desperate in the cold
Since you took your life, mine has not been whole

So there I stood, a scolded child
The reasons never questioned, my pains been filed
Inside this place, that makes me feel
I learned life is unfair and that is very real


While you try to over come the lesson;
Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing;
I'm looking longer, harder, further than I ever have;
Solitude breaking me down, you always seemed glad;
To put me down and stick me in that little pit;
Personal growth as a child that mattered not a bit;
Then I became the person that you hated most;
Disrespecting the father, son, and holy ghost;
A small example of what the things you've done to me;
Have changed in my life and changed the things that I can be;
I'll never be.

Песня: What I Have To Do

Well it seems as though everyone's been led astray far away from.
From what we know, still can't find a reason or
the right words to say. It'll be ok.

Wrapped up in all the things that are wrong.
It's the only trial so far, as the verdict falls down you still break away.

Caught up in a social degradation, you can't even see the truth.
We're only half as good at personal relations, look around and
see the proof.
Only a few of us go in the right direction, even though we're singled out.
It's the only thing that keeps
me alive, I do what I have to do.

How was I to know, force fed corporate trials each day, every single day.
But we must grow, echoing the single most thing in the way.


Not slipping, still drifting, falling one step further from the norm.
What is the norm? Not living, longing, trying so much
harder than before. What if I, what if I run far away?
Would I still be seen the same? Break away.


It's what I want.

Песня: Scheme

It woke up in me years ago how this was meant to be
all of those falsehoods plain to see they dug
and hung their greed
will there be profit you could see if only we were blind
lonely and sheltered, our life is free but it's
still one step behind
just like me, they tried their rules on me
they tried their rules on me, me, me
i broke those chains and fucking split
and so you and so you and so you and so you
pass all the fascist asses ignore those classes
of bottleneck masses
producing an all but awful stench, delivering a
section off all the money stole and spent
as you start to recognize you're in the game
growing afflictions head to toe, this never
should have been
but placing blame is cowardly restructure must begin
will there be profit you could see if only we were blind
lonely and sheltered your life is free, but it's
still one step behind
yes and the playing board is you...

Песня: Reliance

so you think the areas gray but it continues each day
a bad example of the attitude you portray
act like I owe you my life you should be
burdened with strife
so i continue to pray hope that
you'll go away
a bad addiction to a home wrecking thing who plays
with my heart and that's the bottom line
i feel so empty
what can you give me that I can't give myself
and what part of my life can you fix, that I
can't fix my damn self
god i'm losing patience each day i've put
myself in harms way
can't seem to justify none of the shit you say
can't find another way out here's nothing left
but pure doubt
i'm on the verge of pulling my hair straight out
so if you listen to me not to the powers that be
we're not supposed to be together can't you see
in decision is the bottom line i feel so empty now
i'm gonna show you now this time i'm getting out
i've said it many times but this time I have
figured out
just how i'm moving on it's taken way too long
inside I know i'll feel much better when you're
really gone

Песня: Payback

There's another reflection involved up in my mind
A wholeness that has just been lost
Striving hard for perfection but still nothing to find
Some value with a cheaper cost
And as I reach out to hear you the sound is so muffled
It makes a lesser man of me
So the only thing left to bring up to date is

You suck!
Watch me fall while I go down
I'm taking all you bastards to the ground with
me then I'll frown
On your fucking whole life
The systematic hype still means a bit much to me

I'm at the point of retraction and still slipping further
This place is getting worse for me
There's such a lack of direction and models to live by
No bright skies ahead of me
And as I reach out for your hand you turn and
then wander
Why I simply just can't see
No separation of gender no difference in me
You're just leading me on and on and on
You lead me on and on and on and on


Pretty soon it's gonna come back and be your turn
Pretty soon you're gonna be the one that burns


Your turn now

Песня: Only The Strong

what makes you think that it'll all work out in the end.
afraid to feel bad. better off to try and pretend. I'm
immortal, immune to all that is wrong. just keep on wishing.
crossing my fingers. so long. is this helping? i'm growning
weaker each day. can't stop whining.
still afraid of what i might say or reactions, that control us one and all.

It's mine, it's pure and as decent as i can make myself.
Inside, we all know, only the strong survive.

Why don't you think about that?
so now i'm bleeding on myself yes once again.
seems i trusted another deceitful freind. my fault. should've
known the deal.
keep your friends close, but your enemies closer, for real.
seems easy, but nothing could be so hard. trying to guess lifes
dealing. what's the next card? I'm surely folding.
i don't like this hand at all.


Keep those eyes wide open, here comes a blind side.

maybe things happen for a reason and wherein lies the answer.
to overcome the grieving of lifes unruly lessons. i'm handed
in sucession. it builds my pain which makes me strong.


Why don't you think about that??

Песня: One More Time

There must be something you can recommend.
I've lost my faith in man again
So sick of trying to pretend.
Same pain over and over again
How much longer do you think we'll stand.
So little left here to live for
By the time my life is at its end.

I want it back one more time
Let me try one more time.
Live my life one more time
We never seem ready for this

It keeps on haunting me day after day. Am I
going about things the right way
Which truth's to pass and with which truth's to say
It's all so hard I'm just so damn afraid
Had about as much as I can take.
So little left here to live for
By the time my life is at its end.
I'll want it back


I need the chance to live my life one more time
Give me the chance to live my life one more time

Песня: My Letter

This is my letter to you

We started following a certain description.
We started simple and fair once again
Before there wasn't any need for an answer
Things were much different then

But now you question who I am.
Who I am inside
Now there's nothing left to hide.
So here it goes
This is my letter
Hope you're alright. It's been rough for me
thinking all night. About the places I'd be
If I maybe, just did a little bit more you might've
Let me, become a man for sure
And if I might, express one concern it seems an
issue. All day at every turn
What's the next step, the latest hole in my life
What's next for me to learn

Engulf myself into a permanent mystery.
No one day just as the next.
not for me
It's so confusing when I look at my history.
I just can't handle that yet.


One more friendship ends.
And then for awhile.
I can breathe again


Inner Strength

Here we sit all alone in an outnumbered fight
led to decipher between wrong and right
and some may fail at this joke that some of
us call life
yes at this game some call life
but the system can't bail me out of hell
i've made this descovery and it has helped
all i've got is myself i have faith in that
believe and one day you'll do just as well now
as you were you little puppet you pauper you
freak that's right
that's what some of them have said to me
so i object and try to figure things out for myself
i'm building up full emotional wealth
the inner strength is what the hate it wants
us not to feel
it's time that we helped there's no room to fail
you already know the way out of hell
all we got is ourselves i have faith in that
believe and one day
we'll put the system in jail, we'll put the system in jail
i made it through scraped black and blue
but so can you i made it through so black and blue
but you can too i made it through scraped
black and blue
but so can you i've made it through
we'll all make it through
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Богдан_Юрьевич    26.06.2007, 09:45
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